When you fall off the horse, it’s hard to get back on.
Its been one of those weeks im afraid. Been studying for exams, working on getting those passes so I can make it to where I want to be next year. Really, If I fail a subject this semester its gonna be far worse for my goals than not mining or even repping for a week. Thats the issue. You take away the japanese to fill a more urgent need. Like studying for exams. The problem is now Im back to old habbits. 7-8 hours a day of ENGLISH study means my immersion walls are coming down around me, I have a third of all my cards due in my SRS deck and ive spent the last couple days using my free-time to play rtses with HK (with japanese music in the background (is that even helping?)).
Right now I am living in a little outlier. Its a bubble of crap untill july 1st at 3:30 pm. Maybe this situation warrents a little compromise? I donno. The best I can do is get back on the horse the SECOND my delaying factors fade out of my scope. SO come july 1st, its time for me to bust out some epic immersion. RTK2. Anime, movies, music, books, fun shit.
GAH. Better get back to it.
