When blind drunk I become very… Emotional. And I dont just mean I get all sad and wanna cry and kill myself (although occasionally that might happen). What I mean is that I become a wild beast of emotion in general, hate, love, sadness, watever. I wanna fight some guy who didnt even look at me. Next I try to grab some girl and yank her into the bathroom. Ill start picking people up and telling them I like them or pointing in faces and calling people bitches. It has quite unfortunately become a bit of a problem for me. If I’m with good friends, or a girl who is receptive, the situation could be fine – possibly even awesome. But put me in the wrong situation with people I dont like or who annoy me and it gets a bit dangerous. I become a slave to the scenario.
When we are drunk is that just all our real thourghts and feelings coming to the surface? Take away all a persons inhibitions and do you find the real person underneath? If you take away caring what people think and caring about your own physical safety and what is left? Truth?
“Rather than Love, than Money, than Fame, give me Truth.”— Henry David Thoreau
Sigh, im hung-over. Maybe ill clean my room and my car.
